When things don’t go well

Yes, I had one today. Just one, it was the dinner in the pub scenario. I’ve had a shitty day today. Too many fears resurfacing, people ringing and phone calls to be avoided. It all comes down to money and the fear that brings.

There’s definitely a link between the drinking and the fear and drops in self-belief. I was watching some TED videos today about things like failure and self-belief. In a way it’s good to see it an an intellectualised context because I can relate to it a bit more. More than just “oh believe in yourself” or “you can do it if you just believe” bollocks, these videos explain the contexts and make them mor understandable.

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